a day when you've lost yourself completely

As usual, I leave a huge gap in between writing posts about my life, and thus cannot remember what I have or have not written, or indeed when I last wrote.  I have been (as usual) incredibly busy with various things.  Sometimes I do it on purpose, because I haven't any inspiration, or I've literally no time (most of these get written past my bedtime and drafted) or I don't want to, for various reasons.  I don't see this blog as something that other people read, more as a way for me to get my feelings down somewhere.  The dream I wrote about last unsettled me a bit and it took me a while to work out how I really felt about it.  I am confused about why my post on Natalia Vodianova has been so highly viewed in so short a time.  Maybe there are loads of people out there googling her.


Started Obstetrics and Gynaecology, which is basically women's health, including things like puberty, precocious, delayed or otherwise... fertility, getting pregnant, management of pregnancy, labour and delivery and postnatal care.  It ties in nicely with my BSc in Repro; I do not remember much from it but it seems to be useful.  I've got the books and I've been studying and highlighting - when I did my elective a couple of summers ago in O&G back home, I made some notes out of two O&G books, so I've been supplementing my current learning with these notes.


It has been incredibly cold of late, and it's made my skin bleed.  I have sensitive skin, and it''s all dry and/or cracked and my legs have these weird cuts on them (NOT self induced) and they bleed every so often.  Not that fun.  My skin is too dry, which is apparently because I don't eat enough (fat) so I've been trying recently, so I can hydrate my skin properly.  Well.. may as well enjoy my fast metabolism while I still have it.


Got excited about the Lego shop in Westfield the other day - I used to play with it whenever I felt sick as a child, so it brings back good memories.  As a whole, I am not a fan of Westfield.  It's partly the enclosed space, partly the excess, partly the fact that I can never find anything coupled with the fact that I am very indecisive.  If there is too much choice, I flounder and get confused and delay the decision.


I am concerned that I might be a bit lactose intolerant :/ so went to the Whole Foods Market to buy rice milk and oat milk.  Well.. I am intolerant to something as I get sick sometimes after I eat dairy products :(  I am kind of hoping this is not true, as I practically grew up on milk and it is a major part of my diet.


Carol
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